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Ali your mind’s like an astronaut who’s stepped out on a new planet way beyond Pluto after a solo journey of years; leaving a trailing flotsam of protective safety gear carelessly in your wake and are now existing at the maximum meaning of independent at your brightest in the thin air of a different orbit and you send us your thoughts. They gild time. Stay unsafe.

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My brain is quite frazzled at the moment but I’ve been wondering recently if my desire to write purely fiction at the moment (sadly I can’t actually do that or there would be no food on our table) stems from lots of what you’ve so movingly explored here. I don’t know if you feel this, I certainly do, that once you’ve written a trauma memoir there is a certain view held on everything you write after that by some people. For example one of the MS’s I’m playing with right now has a thoroughly unlikeable male, super racist, transphobic and the work keeps telling me that actually some of the most tender parts of the story need to come from him & it’s scary and I wish I could quieten down the voices of the whole host of people who likely will never read it anyway given how shy I’ve become about actually publishing work . So yeah , I hear you sister x

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