I dream this way too Ali. It is the one door I cannot close. I resent so deeply how that former life still creeps in via the subconscious and then relentlessly gnaws away at my authentic self the following day. Today, in fact.
It's the gnawing at the authentic self that's the strangest part. I found last year that the residual witness part of me was really triggered by the book and I was judging who I'd become, have had to sort it out because I like now! Identity is so complicated.
I dream this way too Ali. It is the one door I cannot close. I resent so deeply how that former life still creeps in via the subconscious and then relentlessly gnaws away at my authentic self the following day. Today, in fact.
Thank you for writing this 🙏
It's the gnawing at the authentic self that's the strangest part. I found last year that the residual witness part of me was really triggered by the book and I was judging who I'd become, have had to sort it out because I like now! Identity is so complicated.